Rindu .

Currently missing Grandiloquent :')

surprise la sangat .

susah betul bila ade kawan gedik annoying mcm seorang ni .Entah macam mane tah bole jadi mangsa prank ni . redha sangat dah ni.

It all started last week , ade la mamat sorang ni beria ajak kuar sebab nak belanje makan kan. At first I mcm disagree because of my shyness . booohoo , haha . seriously sejak bile tah aku malu nk kuar dengan kawan. haha. Even when I type a lot doesnt mean that my mouth always open. I'm a shy girl. I was born to be shy . KOT . hehehe. At the end , I changed my mind and said okay.

Beria dah planned nk dinner kat mane kan . Yelah nilai ni bukannye besar mane pun . Paling best pun Giant sbb ade Coolblog and SUSHI KING :D haha  *tetibe rindu sushi-.- Igtkan lepak skejap je , sbb mamat ni kene balik rumah die kan, mane bole lambat lambat nnty dikata culik pulak . ;3 But things turned out differently .Tak sangke pulak diri ni yang tak sekodi mane , tak selampi mane bole kene prank dgn mamat yg dikatakan kodi duluuuu -.- huaaa , maybe sebab mengata orang diri sendiri yang kene , okay takesah . That night when i was supposed to pick him up at the ktm ttbe mcm mane tah die boleh muncul depan tangge -.- Memang dah jerit kronik and was surprised with his presence. Ikot kan hati memang nk marah , tpi terharu and luar jangkaan semua . But the most important thing that , I had a driver for that one night . "Erin cakap je nk pegi mane , orang bawak " HAHA okay ayat ni direka sndiri ;p And I arrived KTT safe and sound :)

It doesnt mean that when I love surprises you should give me a dozen of surprise. Stop please , you can be a true friend by just treating me right :) Anyways , thanks for the surprise !

roommate baruu :O

Bye Betty and heeeelllloooo Halimatus :)

hopefully tak gila duduk 2 tahun dgn minah ni , asyik gelak guling guling je . 

Woohhooo , dalam diam diam hebat maths dia ni :D

Bye Atiqah Zan , take care :)

Nak jubah warne purple bila balik Tanah air ni ;D hikhik 

okayy tgh jelly skrg ni sbb smua dah fly , bile khairin nk fly ni -.-

hidup ini tak dirancang sendiri .

Kadang kadang dalam hidup ini selalu ape yang kita nak mesti tak semestinya dapat . yess i know .
Believe it or not aku sendiri pun tak tahu ape aku nak , ape aku tak nak .
Ade kala cm give up on everything , but Alhamdulillah i always remember Allah. Ade hikmah nye.

Aku rindu sangat stay kat STF , and i didnt menyesal satu pun aku masuk situ . Okay maybe at first mase form 1 tu mcm tak suke sgt but dah msuk seniors especially form 4 and 5 , i tend to syukur everything much often . Because I know kat rumah tade sesiapa , and kat rumah kelam kabut. As for Cinta , i'm not ready for those . Fooling around je at first , tpii entahh .  Ye ibu ayah kak azie smua dah beria bgi permission finding a boyfriend . but why kene ade as we still have our friends ? Lgi pun i know Love would eventually break my heart easily . Hati cepat trase , asyik nk merajuk jee . tabole nk kawal biasa la tuuu .

As for KTT , i'm starting to LOVE this place. There's no reasons to hate this place. Eventhough hutan rimba kat sebelah ni kan. Seniors disini terlampau baikk sgt, ceramah sports activity smua ade for kteorg but sadly i'm not that good enough to join them . I rather be alone and have my personal time . Bukannye sombong ke apee , tpi dah biase since kecil . Kat rumah pun sorg sorg kat sini punn best ade kawan but i need space too.
Kawan KTT memang cool but they'll never replaced GL . Seriously dorg jauh beza, tak smua rahsia boleh kongsi tak smua masalah bole luahkan .  rindu sgt ezza kinot especially. Friends thru thick and thin . Friends till death la katekan ;') Kinot kat Intec , Ezza pulak tercampak kat Kuala Nerang :( Khairin kat KTT . okayy sdeyh sgt . Memang slalu on the phone with si dua gadis ni , tpi bile nk cerita semua nye cm nk start cerita dri alphabet A smpai Z . Sebulan tak cukup nk share . kadang kadang nk jmpe peluk je dorg . and hope dorg paham je sndiri what i 've been through . ;')

what to expect when you're not expecting

i expected to get the maybank scholar , but i didnt . 

i expected to continue being a Pasumians , but i didnt . 

i expect not to get the JPA scholarship , but I DID .

what to expect when you're not expecting . Right ? Life isn't always want you wanted , but I'm sure someday,somehow u'll notice that everything happens for a reason . 

sumpah tak tipu being a pasumian and living in Universiti Malaya was the best decision I made. Eventhough memula Aleeya tinggalkan org sorg sorg and pegi marah , sedih sgt . But then I found betty that willing to be my roommate and yes i'd decorated my room in pink colour. Sparklingggggg room :) Siap beli carpet matching for the room . And i cant deny that being in the same room with Aida Batrisyia would be the luckiest girl . Drpd yg tak minat korea ni , dah geti nyanyi dah "electric shock " haaaahhahahaha . One day insyaallah i would agree korea hebat ;3 haha . sory betty for leaving u all of a sudden, didnt plan anything :( keep your good work on dancing and kalo boleh nyanyi solo lagu aku ;p hewhew . 

I couldn't lie more to myself that leaving Athirah was the hardest. Eventhough baru berkawan baik starting tahun ni but the bond between us as if we're been knowing each other since kindergarden . Athirah la yg slalu tolong org dgn tutorial especially physic yg susah nk mati -.- Mesti nanti kat KTT , tade la org nk usik like Athirah said " Macam la baru kenal Khairin harini kan " hewhew and i would eventually blush myself and said " ape korg ckp nii ?? " haha , okayy terkilan sebentar* Please athirah i hope that my absence wont prevent you to get the 4 flat. Insyaallah :) I can see a bright future ahead of you . 

As for the other GL-ians in pasum, thanks for everything . Kalo tade korg sure aku terpinga pinga :3 Shake Elle Yus Syafiqah stay um okayy . If i had the time , insyaallah org bawak makan sushi lgi :D hehe. Seriously I'm a bit upset sebab tak dpt nk spend time and berfoya foya like the other pasumians who are leaving. As for Shake , i hope that she could be less blur than before and no flirting , haha . Yus dgn Elle maintain okay , insyaallah:)

OP-ians kat pasum , tapenah la nk jangke akan buat geng dgn op from the first week of orientation. Especially shinbei , sure rindu la nk melawak dgn diee ;/ Starting from the pizza gathering , sushi , bukit simen and not to forget the birthday surprise. Not what I expected.  All i can say is THANKS . 

ohh yee , i nearly forgot about this one guy . Thanks for being a good friend for this two months in pasum.

There's more to talk but less time for us. Who knows kan setahun kat pasum tu pun erin tak terjanji . *Bile seseorang tu nk pergi baru nk terkejar kejar. Well itu lumrah . ;') 

I'll be missing you . guys.

Bye Kolej Kediaman Kedua Belas and Hello Kolej Teknologi Timur .

what should i feel ?

4 days left .

i think i can but sometimes i think i cant .