universal studios singapore :)

at last , our plan since last year tercapai jugak . smua cam beria gile nk g USS . haa , thanks to Afifah Ayub for making it real :) before bio lagi aku da booked nk jerit "merdeka merdeka !" . but since ryte after spm , paper 3 bio hancur berderai , so air mate je yg berlinangan . on the bright side , i can say that im already seventeen and i had passed my sijil pelajaran malaysia with strong willing heart:)

pk hem nk jumpe --' long story to tell cmne bole terkantoi psal singapore n stuffs that GL plan after spm . so kene la membebel . dah la pak yem didnt say goodbye or even a word at us before balik --' , but i know i'll miss him someday :)

*budak budak cool ;p

enam ekor orang dimuatkan dalam apartment ayah after smua da berfoye foye kat city square . first movie we saw was breaking dawn , *okay tak best pun . byk scene cut . smua da menggelabah time wayang coz pn hairliza ade , so jakun jakun ckit ahh tunduk je during the movies . hahaha :) so what kalo kantoi punn ? da jdi srikandi kan? ;p hahaha .that morning nk pegi uss , bgunn awal . rise and shine . tak sabar nk g overseas *lompatlompat :) then ambik cab pegi tunes hotel . at first , maybe ade salah faham but at the end laughters and joys came between us . we wont forget this moment kann , korg ? :)) btw , ride yg best best including rollercoaster dah naekk , till khalida threw up . *puye la gembira smpai terlompat lompat kate nk naek lgi that day , haha. kell kell ;p

*baju kotak kotak :))

mlm tu smua pancit , *nk balik :') but i did shop a lot . wee . i bought a pendant , ginger teddy bear , and t-shirt :) smua nk plan pegi tempat lain pulak , we'll see :)

i miss grandiloquent already :')

sijil penilaian menengah

3 weeks of sacrifice :)

rndu geng geng library ni .

sarah yahya who always said that "enough sleep would make u perform well , so dont force yourself if tak larat sgt --' " haha . aleeya illyana , the sleepy head yang slalu teman org study . hee . shaqilla pula , org yang suke bwk food atas meja . keje melahap nye khairin , sara rara dgn aleeya la kan :) syafiqah syakira who would be the greatest tutor that made me realize that there's much more knowledge to learn . ily ariena yg bersemangat study , msuk library je mesti ade ily , my inspiration :) farah waheeda , the annoying one --' haha . kalo tade fawa , for sure library sunyi :') amirah matlani , the one who always bring gossip and something to talk about . afifah ayub , cool blog la , ape lgi :)) she made our hearts cool whenever in need :D

pray 9As for us,

im bloody hell missing you guys :)

just around the corner

cuti raya haji mmg tak balik . mmg kate kat ayah nk korban jiwa dan rage for spm . haaa . tpi ibu dtg , yeeaayy . happy kot tp tak show je . aha yelaa , msti la happy . last ibu dtg sek is during the registeration form 1 . at last , majok majok ibu dtg jugakk . yipyip hoorayy . syg ibuuu :) haha . spm is just around the corner . mybe parents dtg bukan sebarangan je kot . and im positively sure that dorg nk bg motivation and strength kat aku yg aku bole get those 9As. aminnn . hopefully . pagi siang malam doa yg grandiloquent 0711 dpt bangge kan sekolah . but we'll see. smpai kan jadual anjal pun ckgu nk gadoh2 , hadooyy . pity for pak yem la kan . at last , mlm2 da tbole ade kelas . ehmm what to do ? stdy individually . tp for sure laghra jugak kan ckit ckit . after the trial results i got , smua bnde cm tak btol. rase cm tak pndai cm dulu . not to say that im that genius before , tp mcm smua ilmu hilang . hesshh . it's the time for me to change smua tu . am ayip da tak dpt 9A , alangkah bahgie nye kalo dpt tunaikan janji ibu dan ayahh . sinar2 cahaya dorg bile tawu anak die berjaye kan ? ehmm . and i want to be the anak yg berjaye tuu , insyaallah .

i really need everyone's prayer , spm 9A . aminn :)

working under pressure

30 days left . ni pun curi curi online gune kira puye blackberry . thanks kira! :) sumpaaa lame gile tak on . in one month ni , kesedaran nk spm tu da ade tpi ntahh struggle mcm tu je la . ade la rajin ckit . haihh . nk wake up tak bgun2 , nk subuh kat mufaz pun tak trcapai lagi . adoii . pape pun friday haritu dinner batch da buat , overall it was okayy especially the games . gempakk kott . go khairin ! kerana telah menjaye kan nye dgn hebat nye . HIGHLIGHT hairin tu yeee ;p hahaha . fun sgtsgt . gelakk dah tade tahapp :) tp mlm tu takk puas hati sgt sbb baju takk cntek punn . tak hot cm others . haha tak pasal kannn . yelaa , org pkai baju kurung je . others pkai dress , mane acitt . ayah pun tak bg duit nk beli bajuu , em tak pe . importantly , i enjoyed that night . a night to remember with GL :) cadena de amor forever always bee :)
okayy now ni tgh anjal , otak tgh perah tahap plg maksima . tidur less . yeah ! haha . now ni , im currently working under pressure . usaha lebih , output pun kene extra ordinary kann :) aminn .

pejam celik pejam celik , da habis one week for raye . bulan ramadhan pun da abs for ths year. cepat gile mase . tp tak stdy pun cuti ni . haihhh , terukkk =='
okok , ade la jugak azam baru for this schooling days onwards.
one and only mission ;
do my best to get those 9As spm . amiinn .

pray for the best .

raya sehari je ?

kat sekolah puye la mangat gile nk raye . mimpi mimpi baju raye laa. haha . ohh over excited la dikatakan ;p smpai kan during physics , pak kamil dgn selambe nye bukak lgu raye kuat kuat . mase tu mmg da tak ingat pape da . duit raye je dlm kepala ni , haha .

my family akan blek kmpung one day before raye . it's because ade dinner break fasting for the whole big family . cousins , aunties , uncles , smua ade . waa . best best . mlm raye tu da start pkai baju raye kedah . *thnks ibu . cantek sungguh baju tuu :) smpai kan firul , my kazen textt "baju raye ke tdi ? " haaaa , no but hopefully baju for the first raye more beautiful .mlm tu punye klimaks is during the desert . my mum ordered a big mosque cake , buruk skit sbb masjid warne oren . haha . takpee , smua lahap je malam tu . sumpaaa sdaaaaaaaaaaaaaapp ;)

biasa laa , pagi raye sure jdi org yg nk last bgunn . org da dtg raye la bru nk ambik towel mandi . haha . yee tawu , tahh ape ape je kan anak dara sorang ni ==' pagi tu mesej rayee mmg byk sgt . that day , raye 3 houses je . cepat dan efisien btol . ntah knape ibu nk cepat2 sgt . haa . duit raye pun ckit je . mybe ibu demam kott , bosan btol first raye. ptg smpai mlm tak buat pape . tdo je . okay , pak kamil yg nk suro raye sehari je , i did half day je , bgge takk ? ;p

second and third day raye was nothing . but i did had a fight with am nk ayip . ohh ade jugak g raye rumahh kawan ayah , smbl tu karoake and try mesin ogawa dorgg . terhebat puyee ;)

to all my family and friends ,
selamat hari raye.
maaf zahir batin .

dugaan

how to start ?

errr results trial sgt teruk . senang cite zaman kejatuhan la . smpai kan air mata tabole nk kuar lgi daahh . redha je . seriously i dont know why bole dpt results mcm tu ? byk sgt ke dosa aku ni ? byk sgt ke aku mengumpat ? seriously whyyy ? --" i nearly gave up punn ade .

"wehh spm lgi 2 months lahh , ehh takk 20 days je bakk kate bonda "

okay la , mybe before trial tu da hilang spirit nk trial . cepat gile nk tawakal . nk jwb exam pun nk tanak jee . is it because of raye punn , tak jugakk . tak terpikir pun time tuu , haa ntah laa. ohh yeahh , add sgt la menurun and paling sdeyhh is bile dapat tahu tabole skor addmath highh . wehhh bengap nye aku , wuuaaaa. but still bersyukur coz dpt A- , alhamdulillah . mybe tu je aku berhak dpt since i never push hard on myself bile nk exam addmath . regret gileee ;( mase exam dtg pulak syndrome syndrome sakit perut laa, gatal pun ade . sacrifice shari nk g klinik . tu je . and i dont want to make those thing jdi alasan why i tabole skor . all i know that smua salah sendiri , kann ? ohh ckgu ckp " tu la awakk , soalan dah penahh jwb kat rmc , tu pun tabole nk dpt full lgi , ntah ape awak buat kat rmc tu " okayy , terase ckit , sbb mmg penah bincang pun kat rmc soalan physic tu but still tak dpt A- . DUGAAN maybee .

all in all , i got 6As 3Bs for trial .

ayah tolong jgn marahmarah . this is what i pushed myself for .

my journey doesn't end here .

maktab tentera diraja

two three days before our journey

"wehh mlas gile nk pegi , dah la nk trial , better stay sek . asal dorg mangat sgt ahh nk wt bnde ni ?" . "mmg tak la , padat gile schedule.ape kejadah ?" sume muke bengang jeee --" words from GL's mouth .

first day .

0100 hour da ade dlm bas . about 0600 hours da smpai. one long line , kiri kanan rmcians . okayyy , sume stfians tunduk malu dgn muke ketat nye . unhappy. nk balik. first impression - annoying . we all got to stay in block B , sgt la besar and da ditutup dgn askar puye sheet . mmg mcm military. okayy , mmg da set mind dapat dorm pling atas . semput da naek tangge . first dayy air tade , mmg menderita wehh . aleeya ckp "cm pegi kem jati diri , tp lgi teruk"

first nite ade kelas chem . all names are divided into groups . duduk dlm 5 iota , m

mg senyap la kan , till i met my old friend - adli zulkarnain . err sory wehh , lupe gile kau sape . haha . sumpaa dpt groupmates trhebat , thanks to adli , izzan , zain , nizam and jeffrey . ohh dayah dgn jannah jugak ! :) overall , first day was just OKAYY .

second dayy

0500 hours , blok da brlampu . smua bgun just nk mandi awal . takde air puye psal . haa . tape , stf will survive :) pagi tu mmg mate da lebam , counting days till sunday . 0650 hours , start assembly . dgr deep voice nyanyi anthem sekolah . in every action , dorg still brkawad . one word - dicipline . 0730 hours , kelas physic mcm tak penah belajar ape2 la kan . okayy , bdk rmc yg byk tolong . if taye n tak dpt jawab , dorg akan determined nk dpt kan jawapan . okayy , tu mmg rajen . ahaa . during recess , ily ajak pegi cafeteria nk try mkanan dorg . okayy , trkejut gile bile tgk puye la kecik , padat . patah blek g mess ( dining hall ) . haaa , perut puye la lapar , bile mkn , tak lalu da . mmg bole kurus la kann --'

everyday , their main dishes are fish , kalau tak punn daging . haaa , sedap tak sedap telan jugak . "stf dtg msti mkn sdap " haaaa ?? masin sikit . still okayy . :) rmcians sgt mengamalkan balanced diet . hahahaha . "yes maam ! " haaa , sgt la pelik first2 dgr tradition dorgg :) but for them , "assalamualaikum bonda " sgt la pelik . equal for us la kan . that evening , every class kene voted for games . 5Tegas dapat cycling . we got to cycle up and down the hills . haaa , sumpa hebattt kem tentera ni . besar 10 kali ganda compound stf . puye la mangat mula2 kat depan kann , kayuh lajuu habis laa . at the end , last . last skali . tman hani , haha . "empat hari dok rmc, sure bole kurus " , rmcian ckp :))

mlm tu slot 1 biology , new group . haaa , dpt group yg sgt annoying . mcm2 taye , meiosis mitosis . "ape chromatids ? knape cmni ? knape cmtu ? "haaaaa , pening . blek kelas , 2330 trtidur . kepenatan .

third dayy .

hati da gembira :)) wish that bio class would be more better than last night . harini blaja psal kidney . with all the discussions we had , alhamdulillah ingat . we had a little bit of time to rest , boys sume kene pegi smbhyg jumaat . pity for them , their teachers warned to be punctual . so mereka mereka berlari siap cepatcepat . ohh bole nmpk from kelas kot. haaa , start kelas chem blekk :) yeayyy , i lgi prefer group chem than bio . most of us said , bond between group chem lg kuat drpd bio . myb sbb dahh lame spend dgn dorg kott . haaaah , ohh i taye la my groupmates , "korg stay cni , tade cte hantu pape ke ? " . " 10 years be4 , ade incident kebakaran kat lbrary bawah basketball court tuhh , ade tujuh pelajar mati , mayat nye ade yg tak dpt dikesan " . *mukepelik . agak susah nk prcaye . tp cte ni mostly da kecohh kat satu batchh . so ye mybe btol . haaa , thnks share stories . one dayy , nk memberanikan diri pegi trun tgge library underground uhh :p that evening , my class dpt buat kayak *senyum melebarr . first experience of kayak kat rmc , sweet memories btol . haa , i was partnering with syera rahghni . first2 cm stabil , then all of us tgkp gmbr rmai2 . at the end , trstuck kat tepi tasik tu . *memalukan . haaa . kaki ell luke . their commander said "ade la memory awak naik kayak kat rmc smpai kaki luka" :) . rase mcm nk trjun blek je dlm tasikk . haha .ptg tu smpai kat court , trus brkumpul . THE CROWNS buat cheer for us yg duduk kat centre . kosai gile cheer , hati dah dupdap dupdap daaa . haha . then , all of them serve kan ktorg durian . sdap gileee :)) trharuu gile buatt mcm2 . thnks guys :D

MALAM INTERAKSI -

everyone was looking forward tonight. 2030 hours , majlis bermula . all students were gathered at the mess . the event started it perfectly . the band was the coolest , the dance was the best , the sketsa was a bit funny . eventhough we all had a conflict that night . nothing can cut thru our bond :)) mlm tu trlepas mlm interaksi . how i wishh to turn back the time and had the time to know grandiloquent and crowns more better . mlm tu the crowns mintak maaf when we were in the dorm . offlight . we forgave u guyss:)

last dayy .

saddest day . chem was the last class . last laugh we had , last smiled we share , last knowledge we contribute . after habis kelas , mula la sesi penggambaran . *snapsnap . haaa , perasaan sdeyh tu da mula ade . exchange batch n stuff was the memorable thing to remember . all students kene gathered kat mess to have the last lunch together . sdap mane pun makanan that day , tak lalu dahh . strike 1200 , crowns gathered along the way to the bus . at their hands , they were holding roses . red yellow and white . some said that the roses came from cameran highland. freshly arrived . every grandiloquent received one as a gift from them . thanks . some of them , even held a hand to help carried our bags . haa. susah2 kan je . beg da mcm batu daa --" ade yang beli beg stf rmc as souveniers , haa . mangat la puye rmc smpai ade beg stf :) tibe mase nye grandiloquent beredar dgn iringan lagu perte

muan dan perpisahan . ;')

thanks CROWNS for making us warmed welcomed . serving us as a VVIP . changing our muke ketat to a fresh smile . nothing that we could ever repay your deeds . you're the top 5 stars guys in the planet. thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu :)) hope we'll meet again.

last night pegi fun fair , naek kapal pusing2 tu then muntah . --"

ini saje yang sempat diblog . been busy .

this maybe the last post before i kept quite for struggling my trial . one and a half months more left before trial . and didnt prepare anything --" hoping for the best .

pray for me .

easy addmath

university kebangsaan malaysia

31th may - 3rd june 2011

kolej aminuddin baki

4 days of sacrificing additional addmath . A+ addmath spm. amin :)

no need to tell , just see .

*tudungs :)

*thanks hafidzuddin amaran for the rm10 gift ;p

*front and center of them all :D

it was owesome . thumbs up !

dont expect more .

actually i had plans withh my mum . tp ntah knape last minute cancel . hadoi . baru nk mintak mcm mcm . ok , takde rezeki . i'll understand . penat je beria trlompat lompat bgun awal pagi tak sbar nk shopping dgn ibu , then tak jdi :(

now im with my messy hair , untidy clothes sitting in front of the lappy typing this blog . Other people tgh enjoy happily at midvalley , tak ajak plak tu . ohh ade la yang tgh tengok wayang , hehs , and mybe ade yg tgh membuta . and ade yang determined nk siap homework by today . that person is nursakinah azmal rais --" sumpaa tak phm org yg rajin gile nk siap kan homework , pdhal all i did this whole two weeks was wasting time , melaghra la kan . ohh ade la last 4 days pegi camp add , takde la wasted time sgt kan ? haha.

this whole 3 days i sat home and i watched nora elena the series. okayy , go ahead nk gelakkan kuat kuat . seriously , first time kot i've been following malay drama . so for those kat luar yang mmg tak layan lgsung cerita melayu , u should try watched this drama . mane tahu addicted ke ttbe ;p haha . ni semua kawan2 camp add puye psal ajak tgk --" . but i dont blamed them punn . i thanked them . haha :)

bored .

kawan macam macam perangai .

Today , happy gila dapat jmpe ina . haaa , biase laa sape tak rindu bestfriend kan ? eventhough dlm kete senyap jee , im not a morning waker . so pagi tdi mcm mamai lgi , bermimpi mimpi lgi . haha . Our plan was to walk at the park , tp ntah mcm mane bole bgun lmbt. so we had breakfast kat Mcd . Makan family bucket puye breakfast :) oh we chatted lame gile kot , thnks ina for lending your ears .

ohh ye, kawan memang macam macam perangai . ade yang datang , pegi tak nmpk batang hidung blek . ade yang datang , return back after a long time . ade yang sekadar kawan utk pertolongan . ohh not forget , ade jugak nk kawan for secure and shoulders to cry on . then after tu ? strangers .

for now , i know who's my friend and who's the stranger. Let me describe what type of friend i have :

number one friend ;

the one who never forget to call me every week or everyday just to know how i was . wishes me every birthday and gave me everything that even myself couldnt desire . cheer me up when i'm in sober . says word that would lighten my day up and even gave me strength to never lost hope . for you , THANK YOU BESTFRIEND :)

number two friend;

act as a 'bestfriend' , but never told me his/her stories. instead , he/she rather told stories to my other friend . pelik kan ? but we do help each other in needs. he/she is a BEST friend . :)

number three friend;

text me and said " hye , topup kan ? " b*****g, haha.

number four friend ;

kawan yang nk emo emo tak reply text , nk kol bile org busy . expecting more than i gave . btw , im just your friend .

number five friend;

the one i will never stop loving . i rather die then living in a world that you wont exist;p comfort me , teach me and even make jokes when i need one .

iloveyou , GRANDILOQUENT 0711 :)

love your true friend , please .

keep holding on .

pinching myself , slapping myself , knocking myself .

thats what i do when i blame myself .

one word - STUPID .

being stupid was the best solution to realize myself ,

knowing that i lost someone that might not be as the same that i want .

but if it comes back , it might be forever mine :')

ezza said ;

keep holding on sayang .

bestest study date

Hearing that physic class was cancelled was very dissapointed . Luckily , Aqishh ade . Mentor yang tak jemu jemu nk tgk her tweet tweet , haha . my dad volunteer nk hntr all the way long smpai rumah aqish , haaa ayah hebat :) all he said that make sure that i studied n stop talked nonsense . well , we did talk nonsense for 10 minutes , haaaa . but seriously , i did learnt A LOT . i learnt that physic did asked stupid question - parts of micrometre screw gauge . so fivers , take note that u guys have to HAFAL the whole book , dont miss anything . sure A+ :)

ketidakpuasan aqish n tweet tweet trhdp soalan pelik pelik tu menyebabkan kami menghentak meja , jerit jerit , dan menghabis kredit asking people who's right who's not . haha. it turns out both us did right . tahniahh :) haha . lepak mamak , makan maggie mmg hilang tensi . haha . act tak order pun maggie , mamak tu ttbe hntr . haaaa , lahap je laaa . a month without maggie goreng was not perfect ;p we had plans for our next study date . swimming ! aqish , wait for me :)

thanks to nur balqish nasir for fullfilling my cerebrum .

university malaya.

watching my second brother moved into a university didnt seem that easy . choosing the right course , be totally independent , be tough as possible to step into an adult's life where there's no turning back . what will i'll be next year ? getting those straight 9As pun tak sure lgi .

mum said

"ain kene dapat 9As tu , paling tak pun 8As . if tak , where will u end up ? takde choice dh "

dad said

"promised me that u'll get those 9As , then u study overseas. Tunjuk kat am ayip ,ain bole buat " :'(

i'll try .

watch this ,

you gave me inspiration to update this blog . STALKER,(Y)

tweet tweet .

only THEY can call me TWEET TWEET .

okay okay , because of the annoying voice yang aku ade ni , so ntah mcm mane tah mereka ni bole trbagi name tweet tweet . FINE for me kan , tweety is cute eventhough with the big headed bird with a small wings n body . errr cute kaaann ? hahahahaha :)

they yang dimaksudkan ialah

nur balqish nasir , ainal syafiqah dan nana mokhtaruddin .

they , yang membantu aku mem'capub'kan suara lagi . thank you :)

i will be forever yours tweet tweet <3

bila hati tak tenang .

results spm was just out yesterday . dua hari hati gelisah tak tentu pasal . ntah mcm mane haritu boleh termimpi ambik results spm, dah la ambik spm pun belum --" . ohh n that dream , i managed to get 8As . Physics was b+. which its the hardest for mee. it turns out that those 8As was ayip's. i really had faith in ayip that he was the only who could get those 9A+ . but it doesnt matter anymore . i know he did his best , congrats ayip :)

and as for ina , im proud of you evnthough u didnt get those straight As . you did ur best . what aunty kuya said was true . ur life doesnt end here . there's a long journey for you . be strong . ohh yeee , i did tried pujuk u so u'll be better , tp sory bestfriend ina sorg ni tak geti pujuk org :(
sory for having me as ur bestfriend . haa . i will always be with you , amalina :)

for those who had passed their spm with flying colours , congratulations .
others , everything in this world had their ups and downs . everything happens for a reasons:)

2011 would be a tough year for me . i have to push and effort myself to get those straight As . janji nk stay up study smpai pengsan :) haha . i promised i tried to get those 9As . aminnnn :)