last night pegi fun fair , naek kapal pusing2 tu then muntah . --"

ini saje yang sempat diblog . been busy .

this maybe the last post before i kept quite for struggling my trial . one and a half months more left before trial . and didnt prepare anything --" hoping for the best .

pray for me .

easy addmath

university kebangsaan malaysia

31th may - 3rd june 2011

kolej aminuddin baki

4 days of sacrificing additional addmath . A+ addmath spm. amin :)

no need to tell , just see .

*tudungs :)

*thanks hafidzuddin amaran for the rm10 gift ;p

*front and center of them all :D

it was owesome . thumbs up !

dont expect more .

actually i had plans withh my mum . tp ntah knape last minute cancel . hadoi . baru nk mintak mcm mcm . ok , takde rezeki . i'll understand . penat je beria trlompat lompat bgun awal pagi tak sbar nk shopping dgn ibu , then tak jdi :(

now im with my messy hair , untidy clothes sitting in front of the lappy typing this blog . Other people tgh enjoy happily at midvalley , tak ajak plak tu . ohh ade la yang tgh tengok wayang , hehs , and mybe ade yg tgh membuta . and ade yang determined nk siap homework by today . that person is nursakinah azmal rais --" sumpaa tak phm org yg rajin gile nk siap kan homework , pdhal all i did this whole two weeks was wasting time , melaghra la kan . ohh ade la last 4 days pegi camp add , takde la wasted time sgt kan ? haha.

this whole 3 days i sat home and i watched nora elena the series. okayy , go ahead nk gelakkan kuat kuat . seriously , first time kot i've been following malay drama . so for those kat luar yang mmg tak layan lgsung cerita melayu , u should try watched this drama . mane tahu addicted ke ttbe ;p haha . ni semua kawan2 camp add puye psal ajak tgk --" . but i dont blamed them punn . i thanked them . haha :)

bored .

kawan macam macam perangai .

Today , happy gila dapat jmpe ina . haaa , biase laa sape tak rindu bestfriend kan ? eventhough dlm kete senyap jee , im not a morning waker . so pagi tdi mcm mamai lgi , bermimpi mimpi lgi . haha . Our plan was to walk at the park , tp ntah mcm mane bole bgun lmbt. so we had breakfast kat Mcd . Makan family bucket puye breakfast :) oh we chatted lame gile kot , thnks ina for lending your ears .

ohh ye, kawan memang macam macam perangai . ade yang datang , pegi tak nmpk batang hidung blek . ade yang datang , return back after a long time . ade yang sekadar kawan utk pertolongan . ohh not forget , ade jugak nk kawan for secure and shoulders to cry on . then after tu ? strangers .

for now , i know who's my friend and who's the stranger. Let me describe what type of friend i have :

number one friend ;

the one who never forget to call me every week or everyday just to know how i was . wishes me every birthday and gave me everything that even myself couldnt desire . cheer me up when i'm in sober . says word that would lighten my day up and even gave me strength to never lost hope . for you , THANK YOU BESTFRIEND :)

number two friend;

act as a 'bestfriend' , but never told me his/her stories. instead , he/she rather told stories to my other friend . pelik kan ? but we do help each other in needs. he/she is a BEST friend . :)

number three friend;

text me and said " hye , topup kan ? " b*****g, haha.

number four friend ;

kawan yang nk emo emo tak reply text , nk kol bile org busy . expecting more than i gave . btw , im just your friend .

number five friend;

the one i will never stop loving . i rather die then living in a world that you wont exist;p comfort me , teach me and even make jokes when i need one .

iloveyou , GRANDILOQUENT 0711 :)

love your true friend , please .

keep holding on .

pinching myself , slapping myself , knocking myself .

thats what i do when i blame myself .

one word - STUPID .

being stupid was the best solution to realize myself ,

knowing that i lost someone that might not be as the same that i want .

but if it comes back , it might be forever mine :')

ezza said ;

keep holding on sayang .