Rindu .

Currently missing Grandiloquent :')

surprise la sangat .

susah betul bila ade kawan gedik annoying mcm seorang ni .Entah macam mane tah bole jadi mangsa prank ni . redha sangat dah ni.

It all started last week , ade la mamat sorang ni beria ajak kuar sebab nak belanje makan kan. At first I mcm disagree because of my shyness . booohoo , haha . seriously sejak bile tah aku malu nk kuar dengan kawan. haha. Even when I type a lot doesnt mean that my mouth always open. I'm a shy girl. I was born to be shy . KOT . hehehe. At the end , I changed my mind and said okay.

Beria dah planned nk dinner kat mane kan . Yelah nilai ni bukannye besar mane pun . Paling best pun Giant sbb ade Coolblog and SUSHI KING :D haha  *tetibe rindu sushi-.- Igtkan lepak skejap je , sbb mamat ni kene balik rumah die kan, mane bole lambat lambat nnty dikata culik pulak . ;3 But things turned out differently .Tak sangke pulak diri ni yang tak sekodi mane , tak selampi mane bole kene prank dgn mamat yg dikatakan kodi duluuuu -.- huaaa , maybe sebab mengata orang diri sendiri yang kene , okay takesah . That night when i was supposed to pick him up at the ktm ttbe mcm mane tah die boleh muncul depan tangge -.- Memang dah jerit kronik and was surprised with his presence. Ikot kan hati memang nk marah , tpi terharu and luar jangkaan semua . But the most important thing that , I had a driver for that one night . "Erin cakap je nk pegi mane , orang bawak " HAHA okay ayat ni direka sndiri ;p And I arrived KTT safe and sound :)

It doesnt mean that when I love surprises you should give me a dozen of surprise. Stop please , you can be a true friend by just treating me right :) Anyways , thanks for the surprise !

roommate baruu :O

Bye Betty and heeeelllloooo Halimatus :)

hopefully tak gila duduk 2 tahun dgn minah ni , asyik gelak guling guling je . 

Woohhooo , dalam diam diam hebat maths dia ni :D

Bye Atiqah Zan , take care :)

Nak jubah warne purple bila balik Tanah air ni ;D hikhik 

okayy tgh jelly skrg ni sbb smua dah fly , bile khairin nk fly ni -.-

hidup ini tak dirancang sendiri .

Kadang kadang dalam hidup ini selalu ape yang kita nak mesti tak semestinya dapat . yess i know .
Believe it or not aku sendiri pun tak tahu ape aku nak , ape aku tak nak .
Ade kala cm give up on everything , but Alhamdulillah i always remember Allah. Ade hikmah nye.

Aku rindu sangat stay kat STF , and i didnt menyesal satu pun aku masuk situ . Okay maybe at first mase form 1 tu mcm tak suke sgt but dah msuk seniors especially form 4 and 5 , i tend to syukur everything much often . Because I know kat rumah tade sesiapa , and kat rumah kelam kabut. As for Cinta , i'm not ready for those . Fooling around je at first , tpii entahh .  Ye ibu ayah kak azie smua dah beria bgi permission finding a boyfriend . but why kene ade as we still have our friends ? Lgi pun i know Love would eventually break my heart easily . Hati cepat trase , asyik nk merajuk jee . tabole nk kawal biasa la tuuu .

As for KTT , i'm starting to LOVE this place. There's no reasons to hate this place. Eventhough hutan rimba kat sebelah ni kan. Seniors disini terlampau baikk sgt, ceramah sports activity smua ade for kteorg but sadly i'm not that good enough to join them . I rather be alone and have my personal time . Bukannye sombong ke apee , tpi dah biase since kecil . Kat rumah pun sorg sorg kat sini punn best ade kawan but i need space too.
Kawan KTT memang cool but they'll never replaced GL . Seriously dorg jauh beza, tak smua rahsia boleh kongsi tak smua masalah bole luahkan .  rindu sgt ezza kinot especially. Friends thru thick and thin . Friends till death la katekan ;') Kinot kat Intec , Ezza pulak tercampak kat Kuala Nerang :( Khairin kat KTT . okayy sdeyh sgt . Memang slalu on the phone with si dua gadis ni , tpi bile nk cerita semua nye cm nk start cerita dri alphabet A smpai Z . Sebulan tak cukup nk share . kadang kadang nk jmpe peluk je dorg . and hope dorg paham je sndiri what i 've been through . ;')

what to expect when you're not expecting

i expected to get the maybank scholar , but i didnt . 

i expected to continue being a Pasumians , but i didnt . 

i expect not to get the JPA scholarship , but I DID .

what to expect when you're not expecting . Right ? Life isn't always want you wanted , but I'm sure someday,somehow u'll notice that everything happens for a reason . 

sumpah tak tipu being a pasumian and living in Universiti Malaya was the best decision I made. Eventhough memula Aleeya tinggalkan org sorg sorg and pegi marah , sedih sgt . But then I found betty that willing to be my roommate and yes i'd decorated my room in pink colour. Sparklingggggg room :) Siap beli carpet matching for the room . And i cant deny that being in the same room with Aida Batrisyia would be the luckiest girl . Drpd yg tak minat korea ni , dah geti nyanyi dah "electric shock " haaaahhahahaha . One day insyaallah i would agree korea hebat ;3 haha . sory betty for leaving u all of a sudden, didnt plan anything :( keep your good work on dancing and kalo boleh nyanyi solo lagu aku ;p hewhew . 

I couldn't lie more to myself that leaving Athirah was the hardest. Eventhough baru berkawan baik starting tahun ni but the bond between us as if we're been knowing each other since kindergarden . Athirah la yg slalu tolong org dgn tutorial especially physic yg susah nk mati -.- Mesti nanti kat KTT , tade la org nk usik like Athirah said " Macam la baru kenal Khairin harini kan " hewhew and i would eventually blush myself and said " ape korg ckp nii ?? " haha , okayy terkilan sebentar* Please athirah i hope that my absence wont prevent you to get the 4 flat. Insyaallah :) I can see a bright future ahead of you . 

As for the other GL-ians in pasum, thanks for everything . Kalo tade korg sure aku terpinga pinga :3 Shake Elle Yus Syafiqah stay um okayy . If i had the time , insyaallah org bawak makan sushi lgi :D hehe. Seriously I'm a bit upset sebab tak dpt nk spend time and berfoya foya like the other pasumians who are leaving. As for Shake , i hope that she could be less blur than before and no flirting , haha . Yus dgn Elle maintain okay , insyaallah:)

OP-ians kat pasum , tapenah la nk jangke akan buat geng dgn op from the first week of orientation. Especially shinbei , sure rindu la nk melawak dgn diee ;/ Starting from the pizza gathering , sushi , bukit simen and not to forget the birthday surprise. Not what I expected.  All i can say is THANKS . 

ohh yee , i nearly forgot about this one guy . Thanks for being a good friend for this two months in pasum.

There's more to talk but less time for us. Who knows kan setahun kat pasum tu pun erin tak terjanji . *Bile seseorang tu nk pergi baru nk terkejar kejar. Well itu lumrah . ;') 

I'll be missing you . guys.

Bye Kolej Kediaman Kedua Belas and Hello Kolej Teknologi Timur .

what should i feel ?

4 days left .

i think i can but sometimes i think i cant .

cruise tasik putrajaya

happy eighteen birthday , farah dhaniah :)

Kitchen time

Spaghetti bolognaise masakan khairin and ezza ;)

psst , dont judge a book by it's cover ;p

I don’t care what you’re after
As long as I’m the one, no
I don’t care why you’re leaving
You’ll miss me when you’re gone

wish you two the best .

sgt la cool bile tgk kawan kawan pegi umrah and return back just before results spm kluar .

i want that tooo :O but i'll know someday i'll go there , find peace :)

just nk wish the best for wahidah rahman and azim mokhtar .

i'll know u guys will find something extraordinary yang org lain tak kan jumpe kalo tak g sane :) please pray for others and jgn lupe org kat sini :D

bile dah trbuke hati insyaallah nk pegi umrah and haji , one step at a time kan ? :)

sunway lagoon

actually after balik langkawi , da niat taknak kuar . but tahu tahu je la nafsu kuar dgn rinduu GL teramat sangat, so keluar lagi :) yeee , ape orang nk cakap aku ni kaki jalan ? so as long as im not doing anything illegal , im still innocent kan. ;p disebabkan sarah si tkp and fira turun kl , so plan nk hangout la together . rindu teramat sangat nk gossip and gelak cm org gila :') act the purpose of pegi sunway lagoon is to celebrate nana's birthday, but the end nana tak dpt pegi . it's okay,anything happens pun , the plan must go on kan. Bile lagi nk enjoy habis habisan kan , before pegi U kan ? bersyukur sangat sebab Allah gave me a lot of time nak spend dgn my friends and not forget my family jugak . Insyaallah ,I'll cherish every moment we spent :)

Back to the story , Teah Tbad Aleeya Sara Fyra stayed at my home for one night and esok tu baru nk gerak jb . mmg undescribe-able la nk terangkan what we did that night, macam macam . firstly , karoake cm org gile , then pegi shop kat pkns , swimming tahan nafas lame lame HAHA , then that nite act nk main bowling but this one pertubuhan penjara kajang pegi ambik smua lane bowling ,terus muke sedih but we did enjoyed our ayam penyet at wong solo . sumpahh sedap . "wehh pedas giiiiilllleee ! tpi nak lgi weh ! " HAHA ,

the next day baru start our journey tu sunway. ntah macam mane driver bole sakit perut pulak kan .HAHA , but without the driver mmg tabole nk teruskan perjalanan . So tahan la semane yang bole , and at last we reached sunway lagoon. :) heee , cant imagine la how happy we was , mmg senyum gelak la smpai ptang tu , sampaikan sakit pun hilang when im with GL :)

thanks girls for the 2 wonderful day :)

iloveyou .

nearby island

i thought this vacation would be 'hangat hangat tahi ayam' . yelaa , smua org mcm batak busy la,adoi . then i decided to fly to alor setar by myself and took the oppurtunity to spend time with my two girls , rifqah and fawa :) fully said that we didnt even planned the trip to Langkawi , main redah je la first first . ingatkan si kawan kat langkawi tu bole la jadi tour guide , but tak bole harap . note to yourself , jangan bergantung harap pada kawan sgt;p HAHA , but everything when well . yela , naik ferry free , VVIP pulak tuu . nk terbaring sesukati kat sit mane pun DISILAKAN :) haha . it's like the best vacation with friends i had la jugak . we thought of planning naik teksi if nk g mane mane , but thanks to abang sdare rifqah that volunteer nk jadi our tourist guy :) hahaha , cakap je nk g mane then your wish would be granted :D HAHA . plus we did save some money for shopping and chocolates.

the first thing we did in langkawi is MAKAN ! disebabkan kelaparan yg tramat sgt , so kfc pun bantai je la :D i know satu malaysia ade kfc kan , ;p then we check in the hotels and went to the beach , yelaaa orang kampung tak penah tgk pantai kann , so cam eager gile la kan . Hehehe , banyak gile mat salleh yang topless --' , tutup mate buat tak tahu ,hihi . so people out there , jangan la pegi pulau chenang :D heee , pegi la pulau pulau lain uhh , haha . the first day is we went to cable car , kecoh je mcm minahh tak penah naik or even tengok la cable car uh , pdahal zaman 90an tu dah penah pegi . but pape pun we did enjoyed la :) makan aiskrim laa , fawa and rifqah byk sgt merepek kat dlm cable car but on the mean time aku senyap sbb taknak tunjuk sure capub :D haaa ,

the second day should be the last day we're on langkawi , so pegi la underwater world . puye la ingat ade ikan jaus or shark ke . tak pape pun seriously :O ade la ikan yg kat blakang rumah aku nihh :O ikan koi ah banyak , haha. dahh menguap menguap so blah la pegi beli CHOCOLATES:D sampai sekarang chocolate kat rumah ni tak habis habis lagi , so GL la tgh bace blog ni jemput la dtg rumah yg tak seberapa ni kat bangi , dapat free chocolate :D self service ambik dlm peti ais :p haha . a few hours before flight sempat la nk main bowling dgn leen ros :) guess what ?i won FOR THE FIRST TIME . *clapclap! hihi , so sape nk g langkawi ajak la minahh blog ini , sure best ;p harhar .

colldat ;p

afraid

Ya Allah , kurniakan la aku kekuatan dan kesabaran dalam menempuh segala dugaan yang kau beri . Hindarilah aku daripada segala penyakit dan apabila aku sakit , maka Ya Allah yang menyembuhkan aku . Katakanlah wahai Muhammad , ia Al-Quran menjadi petunjuk dan penyembuh .

Aminnn .

hopefully there's nothing .

OHH-SOME

i didnt knew that this hangout would be this awesome , thank girls :)

our main point datang klcc is because of aleeya ajak hangout , at first mcm pelik aleeya ajak . but what the heck kan ? i can get the hell out of this house for real :) last minute plan nk birthday surprise for aleeya . it didnt worked at first sbb ramai gile jantan jantan lepak kat pondok klcc , tak pegi sembahyang jumaat pulak tu . spoiled , then suro bufday girl made her choice pilih tempat . there's this hill yg perfect la nk picnic snap pictures and ate the bufday cake. oh yeah , cik khairin ni asyik bising je nk duduk check semut ade ke tak . nanti kan kene gigit , sakit --' heeeee , teah dgn tbad ade beli pistol bubbles idaman dorg and lupe nk beli batteri . adoi , we ran at the food court and bought some . at last we started to sing bufday and enjoyed . ohh afa smpai lambat , but she didnt bought her camera :) dah mcm orang gile da tangkap gambar . but it was fun :D

the last part was the most AWESOME part . we didnt knew that aquaria was most exciting place yang bole melalak and gelak gelak smpai pecah perut . but we did enjoyed ourselves. i leant a signature towards to save a shark , tabole makan shark fin soup dah :) . so guys , pegi la aquaria and enjoy the most :)

this is how we describe aquaria :)

*hangout lagi , boleh ?

aleeya illyana amer shariffudin

happy birthday aleeya ,

make sure maintain kodi okay :)

may Allah bless you .

i deserved it .

the picture said it all .

when you failed once doesnt mean you failed twice ,

you failed when you stop trying .

alhamdulillah :)

Angels Of Mine

you guys really dont know how much u both meant to me .

sorry , i cant express words like ezza azira did,

i cant give love and kisses like sakinah rais did

but i know you're worth in my life time .

iloveyou ;')

*How you changed my world you'll never know

I'm different now, you helped me grow

You came into my life sent from above

When I lost all hope you showed me love

I'm checkin' for ya, you're right on time

Angel of Mine <3

i just love it when the frogs sing :)

the annoying prefects ,

let me introduce kat korang sarah yahya and aleeya illyana. the coolest prefect i ever had :)

both of them ni geng geng study kat library tu . kita org la yg suke panggil panggil junior 'mintak tolong isi kan air :) ' whenever juniors walks by tepi library , tee hee . i think dalam video ni yg obvious dumbest is me kot :O *i was just acting cool , cuak SPM kan :) haha . i wonder if i would ever had the best study date like this in college :')

kawan kawan bekerjaya

ni sarah yahya , timbalan ketua pengawas . pencen dah , but still gigih nk kerja :) first time call sarah dia cakap "khairin khairin , aku tgh kerja ni , nnty kol balik " . then the second call i asked "buat ape saraa? bukan supposednye keje ke ? " saraaa gelak gelak then cakap 'aku da resigned" HAHAHAHA. lawak but cool ! sumpaaa , it's like sukati je nk start and stop keje cmtu , but i know in life u do what u want and dont do if you dont want to . that's what makes you happy , kan sarah ? :) but alhamdulillah , saraa kate die da start a new work as a waitress. everyday from 4pm to 1am . gempak siott sara ;p haha . i hope u like ur job ni sampai bile bile , bukannye senang nk cri pekerja berkhemah macam saraa ni . she said "first salary aku nk gune pegi KL

and spend khairin" okayy ,second statement tu aku add up sikit , tehee ,tpi bole kan sarah yahya ? iloveyou :) HAHA.

shazwani elida ni pulak kerja bakery . muke da rupe orang bakery , the cute version puye :) haha. mak wani cakap "nnty nak tempah cake order kat wani." *if my birthday bole dpt cake free kan wani ? :) teheee , since wani da start kerja , so geng geng nk melepak ni dah minimize dahh :( oneday nk dtg lawat wani kat kdai bakery , maybe someday wani bukak kedai bakery sendiri ke, *WANI'S BAKERY . haha :)

budak ni pulak dah pandai berniaga :)

starts with a little but ends with a big fortune kan ?

petang petang dah ready tunggu budak budak sekolah balik and jual air and hotdog .

he said, "aku tunggu bile kau nk dtg blanje kat kedai aku "

one day , insyaallah :)

*sorry gambar ni kene blurr, bahaye . tehee ,

i looked up high at these three people .

money dont come easily people , you earned them by yourselves.

united kingdom

bye ayip :')

*if i get 9As spm , u promised nk blanje headphone beats kan ? ;p haha.

patience is a virtue ;')

Never ignore a person that loves you, cares for you, and misses you . Because one day, you might wake up from your sleep and realize you lost the moon while counting the stars .

i'd never stop praying for what's best could happen .

thanks and alhamdulillah :')

wirawati negara ;')

rindu nur adleina marzuki dah ni , rindu iphone 4S die jugakkk :D haha. puye ahh jeles tengok die ade iphone 4S , adle kate ayah belikan sbb nk masuk PLKN , manee acitt . i did asked one iphone4 kat ayah last two months and what did i get ? NOTHING . xperia mini pun okay la kan :) actually ajak ramai ramai kuar , but then 4 orang je jadi . haihhh --' tgk

the darkest hour sampai wani dah gelabah habis dah , adle aleeya smua bajet cool je , haha . that movie best but ending cm tah pape jee. then lunch kat kfc pun bising , kecoh nk snap pictures gune iphone adle la kann, haha . biase la phone baru :D we walked to klcc , nk hntr adle and said goodbye to wirawati negara kita. i'll be praying that adleina marzuki will be the penghulu wati kat PLKN kuala kubu bharu :) insyaallah , nnty plan nk visit adle . wait eh adleina :)

From Pavillion to KLCC , then to Wangsa Walk . semate mate nk makan Tutti Frutti :) ni semua wani elida dgn aleeya puye keje . mandi peluh kot dri klcc nk pegi wangsa walk tuhh . pergh , but worth it la . dpt makan yogurt ! :) haha. then smpai la last destination , rumah syafiqah syakira . actually kene pakai baju kurung , sopan sopan la dtg kenduri kesyukuran . hee . but sorry kiraa ! we didnt bring our baju kurung . smua ulama ulama , imam imam muda tua smua stare. maluuuuuuuuu --' but what the heck kan ? makan je laa :) haha . kappa dgn ejam pun ade skali , so ade la jugak geng stf and sas lepak buat port sndiri , hahhh . all went well la , alhamdulillah . *thanks and goodluck syafiqah syakira for your khazanah scholarship , ur the greatest and i know u can do it , there's a long way to go :)

two thousand twelve

happy new year ! :)

every year everyone will asked 'ape azam baru ? ' so here it is .

1 . for sure la i will be praying and hoping to get 9As kan ? :) amin .

2. be more independent and not relaying on others .

3. driving license . tanak gagal ujian JPJ . maluuuuu --'

4 . tanak jahil sgt , so insyaallah nk cukup kan lima waktu . oops ,jahat kan --'

5. kerja dengan ayah kat office jadi receptionist . hee :) make a lot money , then i can buy myself a new coach handbag .

6. not being too emotional and tanak gaduh dgn kawan smpai perang habis .

besar kan azam azam ni :)

insyaallah , i will make everything happen .